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[29 Mar 2004|10:23pm]
christopher kelley is a sex god.

i miss you darling. exoh.
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[26 Feb 2004|04:48pm]
new journal.. fufucking add me: cheap_sexx
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okay so i have pictures. [26 Feb 2004|09:14am]
[ mood | bored ]

.wear you makeup like a weapon.Collapse )

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tonight i'll scream for you... [25 Feb 2004|11:10am]
-i'm doing well in school..
-i have beautiful friends.
-i have a beautiful boy<3 robbie xo
-me and sonia are friends. <3333333!
-i'm on a diet.

and i'm happy.
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random stolen.thing [20 Feb 2004|10:36pm]
Step 1: Open MP3 player.
Step 2: Put all of your music on random.
Step 3: Write down the first ten songs it plays, no matter how embarrassing

1. saetia- the poet you never were .
2. feeling left out- goodbye my friend.
3. alkaline trio- cringe.
4. mogwai- nick drake.
5. thursday- understanding a car crash :(
6. streetlight manifesto- that'll be the day.
7. walls of jericho- angel.
8. usurp synapse- i'm a fufucking vavampire.
9. saves the day- i'm sorry i'm leaving.
10. eyes of verotika- receipt,
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i wanna tear the stars from the sky and place them in your eyes. [18 Feb 2004|11:01am]
[ mood | silly ]

i commented like crazy today.
i miss my LJ and my LJ friends. im coming back kids.

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[29 Jan 2004|10:42am]
new layout. like whoaa
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[09 Jan 2004|09:17am]
[ mood | anxious ]


me. i am a girl. i am wild. i have a beautiful boyfriend and you are jealous. he wants is going to be a doctor. i play soccer and i want to play in college i think. this will be the last year i play soccer. i am a girly girl. i love make-up. i have a shoe obsession.i always played dress-up when i was little. i like girls, and i like boys. i have my ears, my tragus, * my right nipple, and my navel pierced twice. i had my tongue pierced for two weeks.but my parents made me take it out. (i'm getting the bottom of my belly button pierced in the middle of december)mission accomplished. i've done a lot of drugs. i used to drink a lot. i don't drink, or do any type of drugs any longer. i'm a sXe faggot. i want a tattoo of a star on my hip. i have the best friends in the world and you wish you did too. i laugh loud, when people look, i laugh louder. my mom is a recovering alcohol. she has been sober for over 10 months. my dad is way too strict. my parents are way too strict. my sister had sex with one of the teachers in my high school and she's dating a married man. i think my sister is a slut. my older brother anthony doesn't talk, like at all. my sister in law is a teacher. they're going to have a baby in may. it's gonna be a little boy. my little brother will grow up to be a pimp. i think i've been in love, but just once. nah i lied, i am in love now and all the other times it was false misconceptions of what love really is. sex doesn't mean anything. sex is not love, love is not sex. i know and now value the difference. i am not a virgin. i like having sex. i like biting, scratching, and hair pulling.i like boys that ride bikes. i like screamy emo metal. i tore my acl and miniscus playing soccer in eighth grade. i can be selfish. i want to get married eventually. the day i turn 18, i'm moving out of my house. i wish i could be a better artist. i'm smart but i don't try hard enough. i am always left kissing a memory. i never stopped wishing on stars. i've snuck boys in my house many times. mark makes fun of me for it.the first time i kissed a girl was when i was twelve. the only meat i eat is chicken. i love going to the city. everytime i listen to feeling left out i think of jessie. i think cigarettes are gross. i've grown up a lot in a year. sometimes i have a big mouth. my school has a terrible drug problem. and they are in denial about it. i don't cry as much as i used to. i want to be something special when i grow up. i am in love. i want have adventure. i want have romance. i want this to last. i think this could last forever.

the end.

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pull the trigger. its so complex. and i can taste the lead on my lips. [05 Jan 2004|09:26am]
[ mood | anxious ]

i'm married and you're jealous. ha :x

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aaaaaaarg [23 Dec 2003|08:02am]
[ mood | silly ]

fill this out if you love me, or, even if you don't, bitch.
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. Do you consider me a good friend?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Would you make a move on me?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day?.

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there's no me without you. [08 Dec 2003|09:03am]
[ mood | blah ]

"I look into tomorrow and I see nothing...
so tell me how it feels to be me
I've lost so much I cannot recall my identity
I would die for yesterday not caring where I need to go
reshape relationships back into what I used to know
tomorrow is so far and I no longer want to find a replacement for all these pictures that are lost in my mind"

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[08 Nov 2003|02:22pm]
mendham vs. roxbury @ cougar field in Chatham for county Finals tomorrow at 1. be there bitches.
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sex sells more records than rock so let's fuck and forget the background hum. [29 Oct 2003|09:14am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

she likes me, and she likes me. And i think i like her.

i have a cut in my lip and it fucking hurts. ugh.

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[26 Oct 2003|10:15pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

my cunt of a neighbor told my mom about my tongue ring.. she walked up to my room and said " stick out your tongue" so i did.. " take it out now"..so i did.
it was cute while it lasted. oh well.

i got pretty clothes today at the mall..

we beat randolph 1-0 suckaas. we're gonna be in the county quarterfinals. yay.

i'm going to the my chemical romance/ a static lullaby show with holly on friday. jen. jen. morgan. and val are going too. it should be fun.


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[15 Oct 2003|10:25pm]
my journal is now friends only. fuck you bitches.

if you wanna be added. ask. <3
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[13 Oct 2003|03:50pm]
[ mood | happy ]

he liked my song/poem and he was impressed. and that's all that matters.

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this place has brokenn my american heaart. [11 Oct 2003|05:41pm]
[ mood | tired ]

last night with my gangsta biitchess em and lys. hah
+ tried to rob the little boy with the eyebrow ring after he passed out.
+ panther valley is worse than long valley.
+ smirnoff. mmm
+ $50 dollar bills are not as good as $100s.
+ fuck the five0. no handcuffs unless it's in bed. kthnx.
+ stealthcore.
+ boy and girl sleepover.
+ no visiting sean at work.
+ yay for gravy fries.
+ ' can i finger you'.. uhhm.. no
+ ask for socks from the hott grrl.
+ get no sleep at all.
+ have emmy make banana pancakes... mmm <3


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ariel is the best. [10 Oct 2003|11:15am]
[ mood | thinking about ariel. ]

oohh i love ariel!!!! <333333333333.

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[09 Oct 2003|09:44pm]
[ mood | silly ]

today i love...
boys from yale.
having sex with boys from yale.
being badass with lys.
taking pretty pictures with ariel.
raspberry twist.
latin class.
pasta parties outside.
my A+ in history.
godspeed you black emperor!
fancy hair.
jerry jones.
text messages.

and you!

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[08 Oct 2003|04:59pm]
[ mood | blah ]

i just..don't know anymore...hm

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